el amor de la música <3
I went out and felt your scent, our scent… And that’s when I understood I am in love, and “you’re the inspiration”. “As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise”, you “take my breath away” “and I don’t mind”. “Baby I love your way everyday” “no other love can take your place”. “I wanted you to know
that I am ready to go”, to “find a place where the sun still shines”. “We’ll take a ride just you and me”, “dreaming of when the morning comes”. ” And so lying underneath those stormy skies” - “ I belong to you, you belong to me.”
The quoted parts are lyrics from songs!
You are past
When I think of you I get the shivers... You are fucking gone but still inhere No matter what, when or where - my mind won’t let me rest because your fire burns me in the chest! Ph. Vowels by Arthur Rimbaud
A black, E white, I red, U green, O blue: vowels, I shall tell, one day, of your mysterious origins: A, black velvety jacket of brilliant flies which buzz around cruel smells, Gulfs of shadow; E, whiteness of vapours and of tents, lances of proud glaciers, white kings, shivers of cow-parsley; I, purples, spat blood, smile of beautiful lips in anger or in the raptures of penitence; U, waves, divine shudderings of viridian seas, the peace of pastures dotted with animals, the peace of the furrows which alchemy prints on broad studious foreheads; O, sublime Trumpet full of strange piercing sounds, silences crossed by [Worlds and by Angels]: –O the Omega! the violet ray of [His] Eyes! |
Every me
Every inch of me remembers your smile, your voice, your touch, the way you smell, your laughter but also the way you left me... broken. Ph. |
"People are not perfect, except when they are inspired." - Reneta Hristova
Love and love again
Most people have experienced ‘love disappointment’ but if they all stopped falling in love, caring and relying on other people then the world would have been left pointless. When trying to imagine the world that way I admit I fail. Even during the totalitarian years when having a relationship with a person from the opposite gender was considered against the law, people never stopped loving. In times when it was almost impossible to live a normal life and thinking about your own safety was predominant, they cared about their beloved once too. Maybe that’s why mankind survived – love kept and will keep us not only alive but ‘living’, because if it wasn’t love we’ll be only existing. No, I am not looking for romance
nor am I searching for a lover. All I desire is a friend, a friend to share, a friend to understand, a friend to love, someone I can rely on. Someone I am not ashamed of, who sees my flaws but adores them... Someone I can stare in the eyes without feeling the need to look aside. Somebody who inspires me, pushes me to my boundaries and if I fail I won't see a single drop of pity in his eyes, I will only hear "That's life. Don't forget I will always be there for you!" Is that you my miracle? |
Face-to-face communication is better than other types of communication, such as letters, e-mails, or telephone calls
I thoroughly agree that face-to-face communication is far better than any other type of communication such as mobile calls or messages, letters or e-mails. No matter what our age, sex or intelligence is and although we live in a technologically advanced century, we will always as human beings feel the need of communicating face-to-face. Firstly, speaking to people face-to-face you stand a better chance to understand them through their face expression, gestures and even eyes. I personally can’t accurately find out what a human feels by just talking with him on the phone or chatting in Skype because there’s always a possibility that this person is pretending or even lying about things important for me. Thus, I may become suspicious even when I shouldn’t be and therefore cause inconvenience which can lead to more serious troubles like ending a relationship or fighting for nuisance. For instance, I had a really close friend with whom we were neighbours in our childhood. One day he and his family decided to move to a different country, which came as a great shock to me. Of course, he was upset too and although we promised to keep in touch, I knew back then that it would be almost impossible to preserve the strong relationship we used to have. However, we started using Skype and talked for hours. At first, I found it practical and even fun but then as the time passed by, things changed. He rarely spoke to me and when we spoke, he was always telling me how much he had to study, which I interpreted as not wanting to spend time with me. So I was under the impression he had become reserved and haughty and avoided contacting him. Eventually, I understood from his mother that he really missed me and that I got an absolutely wrong impression. Secondly, in my opinion socializing is an extremely vital process for everybody, which process seems possible only if we communicate face-to-face. People, in general, are born with the ability to speak. It is in our genes to live in a society and follow its rules, which means that we sooner or later experience the need of social contacts. Also, developing new skills is due to this essential socialization. Looking back in history people didn’t have all these modern ways of communication but still had more qualitative social experiences than we have today. In fact, my grandma told me that when there were no TVs, radios or other technological devices they used to gather together in someone’s garden to have fun. While some played the guitar, others sang and danced or told stories, they shared emotions and easily socialized. I momentarily said it was a pity most people nowadays can’t feel the beauty of this way of communicating as they prefer sitting in front of the computer, writing e-mails or chatting rather than going out with friends for coffee or just for a walk and a talk. However, I don’t say we shouldn’t use the other modes of communication. I just emphasize the need of real, deep and committing relationships for me, possible only if we communicate face-to-face. In conclusion, judging from my personal experience, I firmly believe that speaking with people face to face is the best way to clearly and easily express yourself, understand your interlocutor and thus have stronger and reliable relationships. |
These brown eyes ...
These brown eyes of yours bear so much pain the whole world can't bear ... These brown eyes of yours feel so much cold all of the people can't feel ... These brown eyes of yours are so alienated that no one can ever get into your soul by observing them ... Oh, your brown eyes can k i l l |